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(no subject) [Feb. 26th, 2005|03:28 am]
[Current Mood |highhigh]
[Current Music |james voice]

ok i kno i put this b4 but now a lot more ppl read this journal so im hoping for more questions so if u read this please comment with ur fabulous questions

You can ask me 7 questions. Any 7, no matter how personal, dirty, private or random. I have to answer them honestly, (or I'll just say "NO! I don't want to!"). In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal and you have to answer whatever questions are asked of you. but it doesnt have to be 7 it can be as many as you want.
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lalala [Feb. 25th, 2005|11:44 pm]
[Current Mood |hornyhorny]
[Current Music |no music fer you]

another survey bc once again i was super bored

-my name is: Megan
-in the morning: I don’t want to get up but I force myself too bc I want to be at school
-love is: yummy
-I dream about: strange things... very strange

-W H O-
-do you have a crush on?: james
-is easiest to talk to: nicole

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
-fallen for your best friend: oh yea im soooo in love with natasha
-been in love: ye
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
-you talked to on the phone: bonnie and jason
-you hugged: brianna... one of the girls I babysit
-you instant messaged: nicole
-you felt "right" with: james

-D O .Y O U / /
-could you live without the computer?: probably not... but recently I’ve kind of stayed away from the computer
-what's your favorite food?: idk but I like cinnamon toothpaste
-whats ur favorite fruit?: nicole shes tastty
-what hurts the most--physical or emotional pain?: emotional... I can deal with physical pain
-trust others way too easily?: not at all

-N U M B E R-
-of times I have had my heart broken? : my heart has no been broken
-of hearts I have broken?: how would I kno that?
-of drugs taken illegally? : none
-of tight friends?: like 4
-of cd`s that i own? : lots
-of scars on my body? : probably like 3
-of things in my past that I regret? : lots I seem to regret almost evrything I do... well not everything

O.T.H.E.R. T.H.I.N.G.S.-
-i know: not much
-i want: pizza with nicole on top
-i have: pants on
-i wish: you were here
-i hate: many ppl and or things
-i miss: childhood... it was so simplistic
- I like: to eat eat eat apples and bananas
-i fear: nothing! Muhahaha-i hear: my tv which is currently playin the video dirty little thing by velvet revolver
-i love: nipples!!
-i care: about a few things
-i will always: be me
-i cry: when i feel like it ... gosh
-i write: when i have to
-i confuse: james and a few other
-i can usually be found: in my room on my computer
-i need:to do my hw

A R E Y O U A?
-wuss: umm I don’t believe so
-druggie: not yet...
-gang member: yep im in the sweets
-daydreamer: depends where I am well more like who im with
-alcoholic: no
-freak: yep
-brat: according to my sister but I don’t think so
-sarcastic: no way... << that was sarcasm
-goody-goody: no
-angel: you know it
-devil: oh yea
-friend: no im a loner
-shy: when im not with my friends im shy when im with them im crazy
-talkative: with certain ppl
-adventurous: depends on my mood
-intelligent: sumtimes

-wish you saw more often: I guess nicole
-most sarcastic: sarcastic susan
-knows you best: idk I guess natasha and nicole bc theyve known me longer then evryone else
-most entertaining: there all entertaining in their own fabulous lovely magikal groovy ways
-love to be around: natasha james bonnie and nicole
-nicest: nicole
-gives the best advice: idk
-you are with most often: james and bonnie

well wasnt that fun... ok so today was my dads birthday and i only saw him for like an hour... it was also jimmy boys moms birthday so we both went to cc to buy our fabulous parents bday presents... it was fun... i went into sam goody to buy my dad a movie and theres this guy who works their whose like gay and extremely weird and whenever i see him i just want to laugh... hes just really funny... oh well, i didnt see james for that long but i was still glad i got to see him, were very special... i had a hard time walking away from him, but when i finally did some strange man waved to me and was all like hey shorty whats your name, so i just kept walking and he was like dont walk away, but of course i kept walking and he stopped talking to me, its funny when ppl do that but its better when ur with someone... oh well than when i got home i didnt really do nething and eventually i ate dinner and than went and sat on babys, i got home at like 9:30 and my dad wasnt even home he was out eating dinner with his friends, oh well when he came home i gave him his present and then we ate cake, i really didnt spend much time with him but im going to be with him all day tommorow, oh well now im just writing this yea oh well...

To everyone whose ever asked me if i had an email address or for those who have wondered i finally got my own cause my sister didnt like me using hers ... its Yummy_vanilla37@yahoo.com
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(no subject) [Feb. 24th, 2005|07:48 pm]
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |Linkin Park- one step closer]

im bored and i found all this random crap so here read all about random things that have to do with me and remember to have tons of fun

.: x Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says: When he was drinking it wasnt unusual for him to be physically abusive to my mother and me.(thats from healing and hope)
.: x Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? my desk
.: x What is the last thing you watched on TV? jeopardy
.: x Without looking, guess what time it is: 7:24
.: x Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 7:53
.: x With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? the radio
.: x When did you last step outside? umm like two hours ago
.: xWhat were you doing? saying goodbye to jimmy boy
.: x Before you came to this website [started this survey], what did you look at? farts
.: x What are you wearing? jeans a black shirt and a sweater
.: x Did you dream last night? yea it was like school with bonnie and then a party with my family and james
.: x When did you last laugh? umm at dinner when i dropped my pizza in my sisters lap
.: x What is on the walls of the room you are in? linkin park!!!!!!!
.: x Seen anything weird lately? umm i was in a casino yesterday i saw many many weird ppl
.: x What do you think of this quiz? its sumthing to do while im bored
.: x What is the last film you saw? Alfie
.: x If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? umm lots of socks, many little socks
.: x Tell me something about you that I don't know: i have secret magical powers
.: x If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? i have no idea
.: x Do you like to dance? sumtimes
.: x George Bush: is super hawt!!!!!!
.: x Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? idk i must think
.: x Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? jake...maybe
.: x Would you ever consider living abroad? nopers
.: x What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? "Go to hell" ok not really i guess just be like hello and welcome


[x]gum: Big Red
[x]restaurant: idk
[x]drink: pepsi
[x]type of weather: snow!!!
[x]emotion: i like to be happy but at different times i like to be sad
[x]thing to do on a half day: have lots of sex
[x]sport: soccer
[x]city: New York City
[x]store: stores are dum.. ill go to ne store

_______When was the last time you_______
[x]cried: hmm not today and not yesterday then 2 days ago.. thats like a record
[x]played a sport: idk
[x]laughed: a couple of minutes ago
[x]hugged someone: like 2 hrs ago
[x]kissed someone: 2 hrs ago
[x]felt depressed: 2 days ago
[x]felt overworked: idk
[x]faked sick: a long ass time ago
[x]lied: hmm probably today.. its so easy to lie and not realize it

_______What was the last_______
[x]word you said: ummm... im going to sing so i have a word... kiss
[x]thing you ate: rock candy.. it was on my bed
[x]song you listened to: the outsider- a perfect circle
[x]thing you drank: soda
[x]place you went to: atlantic city
[x]movie you saw: Alfie
[x]movie you rented: idk probably u got served from the summer

_______Who was the last person you_______
[x]hugged: jimmy boy
[x]cried over: umm a combination of many ppl
[x]kissed: james
[x]danced with: my sister
[x]shared a secret with: umm i dont really have secrets
[x]had a sleepover with: natasha and nicole
[x]called: james
[x]went to a movie with: idk
[x]saw: my sister
[x]were angry with: my dad
[x]couldn't take your eyes off: james
[x]obsessed over: well celebrity, chester real person, james

_______Have you ever_______
[x]danced in the rain: yeppers
[x]done drugs: nopers
[x]drank alcohol: yes
[x]slept around: oh yea
[x]partied 'til the sun came up: of course
[x]had a movie marathon: no
[x]gone too far on a dare: nope
[x]spun until you were immensely dizzy: kind of
[x]taken a survey quite like this before: yea


[x] i'm feeling: good
[x] i'm listening to: the radio, k-rock
[x] i'm doing: jamama
[x] i'm talking to: natasha
[x] i'm craving: you
[x] i'm thinking of: stuff
[x] i'm hating: many things

[x] love is: yummy
[x] my first love: jimmy boy
[x] my current love life: i have a wonderful bf that bites my toes and a gf that sleeps and cries in a bathtub and all 3 of us plan to get married (thank you natasha)
[x] love or lust: love
[x] best love song: idk
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: i dont really think so but u never kno
[x] when love hurts, i: hurt?
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight? i dont think so... cause then its based on looks and thats not love

_______Opposite sex_______
[x] turn ons: funnyness, fabulousness,groovyness, magicalness, and um idk... wonderfulness
[x] turn offs: cockyness, rudeness, umm ppl who are fuck bags turn me off... yea idk how to describe it
[x] do your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you?: not really but it helps if they like him
[x] what kinda hairstyle are you into?: whatever they want
[x] what is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you?: be there for me and make me smile
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: the bathroom
[x] are you the type of person to ask for numbers?: i like numbers..

_______Picky picky_______
[x] dog or cat: turtles
[x] short or long hair: long
[x] sunshine or rain: rain
[x] hugs or kisses: they are both super fabulous
[x] summer or winter: winter
[x] emails or written letters: written letters
[x] playstation or nintendo: wtf
[x] car or motorcycle:motorcycle
[x] house party or club: club.. hehe
[x] sing or dance: fart
[x] freak or slow dance: idc

[x] how are you today?: im doing quite swell at this moment
[x] what pants are you wearing right now?: jeans that are blue
[x] what shirt are you wearing right now? a black one... yea im not very good at this but who really cares what im wearing
[x] what song are you listening to right now?:
[x] how is the weather right now? i belive its snowing
[x] who was last person i talked to on the phone?: james
[x] last dream i can remember?: the one i had last night
[x] who am i talking to right now: natasha and jason
[x] what time is it?: 8:31 pm

_______More about you!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number?: 4452 and 6314
[x] if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: tickle me pink
[x] have you ever almost died?: nope.. well maybe i dont really know

rich chocolate olvaltine rocks!

ok now wasnt that fabulous yea i kno u loved it... ok that was dumb ... yea well today i came home from Atlantice city i had a super good time there.. yea well not really... oh well when i got home james came over and i was like yay... i missed him a lot and i was glad to see him... so now im happy but quite tired of writing in this thing so now im off to do... well um nothing!!!! yay im so fucking exciting ...
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monkey fish [Feb. 12th, 2005|08:01 pm]
[Current Mood |sicksick]
[Current Music |crossfade- cold]

ok well yesterday was Mike Shinoda of linkin parks Birthday.. yay for mike happy birthday!!!!... we tried to eat cake during gym but the coach got mad and yelled at us... natasha put cake on my face... i think she put it on james bonnie and daniels face too... i accidentally got it in her hair...hehe

so yesterday i went to the dance... it was fun... they played in the end and numb/encore in the beginning( it took me about 3 minutes to write that i kept write bennington... i think i spelt beginning wrong)the stupid guy wouldnt play faint towards the end of the dance bc it would "ruin his reputation" ppl are dum.. i didnt dance but it was still fun... james danced around a lot.. it was amusing...he seemed really hyper... and to the ppl who thought he was embarrasing me(thats u daniel) ... he wasnt... its hard for a person to embarass me especially when its sumone i love and its sumthing like dancing around.. anyway after the dance i slept over bonnies... it was fun but now i feel really sick and my head hurts a lot...and bonnie im sorry about spilling ur rice... i couldnt help it.. yea well nothing else happened now im bein a boring person watching a rock countdown on mtv2

i want to go see a movie... soon we should all go see one together.. that would be fun.. and we could actually see one instead of just walking around.. so if neone wants to go we should make plans
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(no subject) [Feb. 9th, 2005|07:12 pm]
[Current Mood |hyper]
[Current Music |Linkin park- part of me]

ur all poops... no one even guessed what one of the songs from my last entry were...

oh well, yesterday was phoenix from linkin parks birthday... it was also pankake day, so we ate pankakes instead of cake... they were yummy, yea well he had to sing happy birthday dave because if we said pheonix it might have sounded like we were singing happy birthday to penis, dave is phoenix real name. yea so happy birthday to phi phi yesterday!!! woo hoo

so today we acted dum like usual and asked ppl random questions, natasha and i asked some boys if when they were using the urinal do they ever look at the guy next to them or if they interacted with the person at all... everyone said they didnt... i think they all lied
we also asked them i they ever had a boner in school and had to hide it... a lot of ppl said yes... this was suprising to me but oh well... now i know cause its mike super short show!!!!
yea i was also wondering about what boys wear to bed and we asked a few people that

yea well if neone else has ne questions that there to scared to ask ppl either im me or post anonomously and me and natasha will ask ppl
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(no subject) [Feb. 6th, 2005|07:15 pm]
[Current Mood |gigglygiggly]
[Current Music |Brand New]

Step 1: Put your media player on random.
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 25-15 songs that play.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know, guess what song the lines come from.
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly and give them credit

1. I should have known that you were a killer, but now im dead.- senses fail one eight seven -mogana

2. do i trust some and get fooled by phoniness or do i trust nobody and live in lonliness.- by myself linkin park - mogana

3. save some face you know youve only got one

4. if it makes you less sad i will die by your hand you can tell me how vile i already know that i am. - brand new the boy who blocked his own shot- mogana

5. i just wish that it didnt feel like there was something i missed. - my december linkin park- mogana

6. remember more than you'd like to forget. - taking back sunday the photograph is proof - mogana

7. cant you feel me walking all over your soul

8. ill take u to the top of this building and just push you off

9. ive become so tired, so much more aware. - linkin park numb - mogana

10.i must be running out of luck cause your just not drunk enough to fuck

11. he whispers that he loves her but shes probably only looking for... so much more than he can ever give.- brand new sic transit gloria... glory fades - mogana

12. the lessons that you taught me i learned were never true.- Linkin park run away - mogana

13. with every passing moment things just keep getting worse

14. sit back and let her die slowly dont cry she didnt love you anyway

15. why i stay when you just push away1.
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(no subject) [Jan. 27th, 2005|11:26 pm]
woo hoo...im such a boring person... i did absolutely nothing today... so you may ask... what the hell are u posting this for?? well i have no idea but its something to do... please ignore my last entry as i was being stupid.. like usual... well tommorow is my bday... how exciting... if neone asks me how it feels to be 14 i think i might hurt them... wtf .. does neone feel different to be a yr older... i dont think so... well even if u do u cant describe it... oh well... mabe it will be a happy day... but probably not my birthdays always suck... my family is coming over saturday..o0o0o0o the excitment... no one will show up and that will make me feel mighty good... oh well... i like saying oh well its super good fun ... oh yes and if neone tries to give me bday punches they will suffer the consequences... and im serious whoever came up with that shit is a dumbass... if its your bday u probably dont want to be punched... well actually i dont think id want to be punched on ne day of the year... oh well Happy Birthday to me... and now for everyone whose reading this...

1)if you want to know what I think of you...leave your name...

2)if you want to know something about me...leave a question...

3)if you need any advice...write down whats wrong

i might not be very good at the third one but its worth a try
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(no subject) [Jan. 22nd, 2005|12:34 am]
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]
[Current Music |Linkin park- place for my head]

idk whats wrong with me... for some reason im starting to think that everyone just talks about things behind my back... maybe im just paranoid but i think im right ... i wish ppl would tell me things.. finding out about things later on pisses me off and i dont like being mad so... watever... ppl are dum and they suk... tell me things ppl... or dont watever fuck it i dont give a flying fuck!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Jan. 20th, 2005|07:42 pm]
[Current Mood |happyhappy]

Happy Birthday Rob!!!!

Rob Bourdon is Linkin Park's drummer... he is awesum and he rocks!!!!!

yay for Rob Happy 26th birthday!!!

I love rob and he is the best damn drummer ever!!!!!
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(no subject) [Jan. 11th, 2005|12:55 am]
[Current Mood |gigglygiggly]
[Current Music |Hawthorne Heights- ohio is for lovers]

i have no life... i am bored... its almost 1am i have the ELA tommorow and i dont want to go to sleep... i hope someone fills this out and its not a complete waste of my time

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I started drinking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Movie preferences:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Musical preferences:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] Have I affected you? How?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word.
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What about me makes you happy?
[25] What about me makes you sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30] Do you think I would ever kill someone?
[31] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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